Well, 2 more months, and am gonna finish my Pre-U studies, and leave Sunway, no matter how good/bad is my achievement. Mid-term result came out last Thursday, pretty much like what I've predicted. I got 87 for MCV4U, and 73 for MHF4U. Not gonna talk about that. I've calculated my total average mark of best 6 subjects, it's 78.8. Approx. 2 more marks to go, I would say it's somehow easy and hard for me. It's hard for me to maintain the 87, as I’ll really stress myself very much to score 87 and above for every coursework, but it's easy for me to boost the MHF4U.
Frankly, I started to feel the stress. It's <2 months away from final exam. Before this, I promised to my own that I’ll get average 80 and above, but I’ve only got 78.8 so far. I received my previous MCV4U test paper just now; I don’t know what to say about that. Sometimes I really hate about prediction, but I’m kind of person who likes to know what's going to happen next therefore I’ll have preparation in my heart. So, I looked throughout the whole test paper before I handed it. Check thoroughly, and I doubted 3 marks will be deducted. Guess what? I got 23/30, 7, seven, sette, sept, δΈƒ marks had been deducted!! I was about to thump the table, and subsequently the 'F' word. I was seriously detested about myself, I had underestimated the question. I'm not longer standing on 87, probably 83/84. I don't know what to do, but bringing the disappointment all the way back home, and write them down instead of venting in front of friends.
I really can't afford to lose any of my marks, but I have to boost them up instead of feeling bad. I can't be the top, but I really hope that I’m touching the top. Well, contribution, sacrifices, willingness, and dedication are very much needed; I admit that I was playing kinda hard these days. No problem, uncountable tests and quizzes still around, I promised to me for the one last time, I’ll strive to do well in coming course works. I really feel sorry. :(
Tuesday 23 September 2008
Monday 15 September 2008
An entry?
Well, it's the mid of September, never had an entry for approximately 2 months. Kinda weird, as I totally had no idea about writing my life, days seemed going pretty smooth and calmer nowadays. Slept at 2-4pm (or 'earlier' sometimes), woke up at 12pm, going to school and back at 4pm. Surf the net, or going to the gym sometimes, and dinner at night. While all these keep recycling every day, I realized my days past really in the speed of rocket. Two more weeks I’m gonna be back to hometown for a short break. I actually felt like it's just a week of two away from my previous break, and now it's another break. In fact, today is the 4th week away from my last break. If you were to depict my life, u might want to imagine I’m on a study trip to Sunway instead of a plain study life.
Schooling is going on pretty well, but I really hate the Advanced Function (MHF4U) class. I felt it's just wasting my time learning some crap formulas and applications which are apparently useless and make no sense. I had actually learnt Advanced Function & Introductory Calculus (MCB4U) last semester, but I did pretty badly, hence I decided to retake the whole damn thing. What happens in this semester is that particular course had been split into two parts, which is Advanced Function, and Calculus & Vectors (MCV4U) (First 3 chapters from Geometry course which is no longer available). MHF4U is first 3 chapters of MCB4U, or you can call it 'basic'. Yeah, I’m doing both of them. What I really hate is, MHF4U uses a whole range of different formulas for all the 3 chapters, which are really crappy in my mind, furthermore, the application of knowledge is totally different with MCV4U course, since the formulas used are all different, and I would seriously prefer using MCV4U's formulas because they appear to be much much more sensible than those 'crappy calculation'. I have to admit that I score better in my MCV4U although it's much difficult than MHF4U, and I don’t feel like giving a damn to the MHF4U. I had calculated my average marks, given I score 90% in MCV4U, my average mark will breach the barrier of 80% even though I dropped that crappy course, or I can still take it to spend my time learning some crappy thing, which is not really harmful in my mind.
There's another outing with the trekking club this Saturday, still considering whether or not going, because there will be river crossing and stuff, not hoping to get myself wet after all. You may wear sandals, but it's a 2 hours trek, going down the mountain with bad footwear is suffering. I'm so afraid to fall sick again (Felt I wasn’t in good condition for a trek as I fell sick 2 weeks ago), sprained ankle and stuff, it's so dreadful.
Alright guys, it's time for surfing...Ciao!!
Schooling is going on pretty well, but I really hate the Advanced Function (MHF4U) class. I felt it's just wasting my time learning some crap formulas and applications which are apparently useless and make no sense. I had actually learnt Advanced Function & Introductory Calculus (MCB4U) last semester, but I did pretty badly, hence I decided to retake the whole damn thing. What happens in this semester is that particular course had been split into two parts, which is Advanced Function, and Calculus & Vectors (MCV4U) (First 3 chapters from Geometry course which is no longer available). MHF4U is first 3 chapters of MCB4U, or you can call it 'basic'. Yeah, I’m doing both of them. What I really hate is, MHF4U uses a whole range of different formulas for all the 3 chapters, which are really crappy in my mind, furthermore, the application of knowledge is totally different with MCV4U course, since the formulas used are all different, and I would seriously prefer using MCV4U's formulas because they appear to be much much more sensible than those 'crappy calculation'. I have to admit that I score better in my MCV4U although it's much difficult than MHF4U, and I don’t feel like giving a damn to the MHF4U. I had calculated my average marks, given I score 90% in MCV4U, my average mark will breach the barrier of 80% even though I dropped that crappy course, or I can still take it to spend my time learning some crappy thing, which is not really harmful in my mind.
There's another outing with the trekking club this Saturday, still considering whether or not going, because there will be river crossing and stuff, not hoping to get myself wet after all. You may wear sandals, but it's a 2 hours trek, going down the mountain with bad footwear is suffering. I'm so afraid to fall sick again (Felt I wasn’t in good condition for a trek as I fell sick 2 weeks ago), sprained ankle and stuff, it's so dreadful.
Alright guys, it's time for surfing...Ciao!!
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